anonymous

what do i call this time in my life where i want everything that i can’t have? when you realize how much work you have to put into the world to survive? i want so much out of this world but i have no idea where to start. it really does have a funny way of working, this world i mean. it takes away so many things from you but when you least expect it, it grants you these gifts of perception and situations that you could of sworn were taken from you. at this point of my life, i have a lot to be thankful for. of course, i still regret a lot. i still wish i hadn’t lost so many people but…quite frankly, who really cares anyway. its not like they’re missing me, why should i miss them. life is about moving forward.

i watched sex and the city today with my friends audrey and skye who i invited to my graduation tomorrow. and i’m going to say i was greatly disappointed. NOT BY THE CLOTHES OR THE SHOES, cause they were both pretty amazing. and it definitely brought back my love for fashion. I bought the latest nylon yesterday and the british vogue and it had a whole series on stam.

I don’t have a lot to say right about now.


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