Aneuryysm and Other Misfortunes

hospital beds

aneuryysm — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 22:52:50 +0000

i wish i had a musical talent to share with the world, besides the occasional singing in the shower, i mean like a real talent. but i don’t share the drive or the persistence so there goes that.

i’m getting a tattoo in two weeks, i finally decided what i wanted and i want a queens crown right behind my ear. its going to be purple. and it might seem a little stereotypical to people but it seems right to me, i have always had an obsession with monarchy since i was little. i was the only 6th, 7th and 8th grade obsessed with queen elizabeth I and still am by the way. i’m going with my cousin and i’m excited. like more than i have been in awhile.

maybe i’ll take a picture of it, but i think i might keep it to myself for a while.

anonymous

aneuryysm — Thu, 05 Jun 2008 06:00:21 +0000

what do i call this time in my life where i want everything that i can’t have? when you realize how much work you have to put into the world to survive? i want so much out of this world but i have no idea where to start. it really does have a funny way of working, this world i mean. it takes away so many things from you but when you least expect it, it grants you these gifts of perception and situations that you could of sworn were taken from you. at this point of my life, i have a lot to be thankful for. of course, i still regret a lot. i still wish i hadn’t lost so many people but…quite frankly, who really cares anyway. its not like they’re missing me, why should i miss them. life is about moving forward.

i watched sex and the city today with my friends audrey and skye who i invited to my graduation tomorrow. and i’m going to say i was greatly disappointed. NOT BY THE CLOTHES OR THE SHOES, cause they were both pretty amazing. and it definitely brought back my love for fashion. I bought the latest nylon yesterday and the british vogue and it had a whole series on stam.

I don’t have a lot to say right about now.

my family.

aneuryysm — Sat, 24 May 2008 01:14:05 +0000

Family goes way back to the days of awkward puberty, getting picked on, jeans that go up to your waist and singing songs infront of your parents for entertainment. Doesn’t it almost seem comical that a girl from Southern California has three brothers from Shelley, Idaho? Well yah, I do and they mean the absolute world to me. I definitely felt the middle child vibe being in the center with all my siblings. We are nothing alike, my “twin” brother and I, but he loves me so much. All my brothers protect me and hate hurting my feelings or watch me get my feelings hurt. Brothers are the best boys you can have in your life. They’re the defenders you need and the friends you have by default. It sucks when your the object of tease and embarrassment, but in the end of the day, they love you. Idaho is a place I would never want to live myself, but I could see why people would want to raise their children there. Its quiet. And tipping cows is actually a thing to do. This page is addictive by the way. I am really fond of it.

TAKING BACK SUNDAY IS SO FRESHMEN YEAR.

“the only thing i regret is that i never let you hold me back”

OH WOW.

-D.

Grow up and blow away.

aneuryysm — Fri, 23 May 2008 21:45:46 +0000

I’m about to turn eighteen, I’m going to start a new chapter in my life. Its basically the end of an era I spent eight years trying to destroy. I can’t help but live my life with regrets, I try to ignore everything and continue looking straight ahead but there are parts of me that can’t help bringing memories back, stopping me in my tracks.

re·gret

[ri-gret] Pronunciation Key – Show IPA Pronunciation verb, -gret·ted, -gret·ting, noun –verb (used with object)

1.	to feel sorrow or remorse for (an act, fault, disappointment, etc.): He no sooner spoke than he regretted it.

2.	to think of with a sense of loss: to regret one’s vanished youth.

–noun

3.	a sense of loss, disappointment, dissatisfaction, etc.

4.	a feeling of sorrow or remorse for a fault, act, loss, disappointment, etc.

5.	regrets, a polite, usually formal refusal of an invitation: I sent her my regrets.

6.	a note expressing regret at one’s inability to accept an invitation: I have had four acceptances and one regret.

I have spent the remainder of my time here in California enjoying it the best I could, in all honesty. I don’t know why I spent so much of my time pushing these people away. I’ve gone out, I’ve done what I’ve pleased and I actually finished high school before some of my peers. Independence is something no one should try taking away from you. I have spent all these years fighting for that and now that its handed to me, I feel accomplished and somewhat tired. Thank you Peter for starting a blog here. A new life calls for a new blog and this is perfect.

Daddy’s girl. I used to be one of those girls. Who looked up to their father, thinking they were the best guy in the world. Most dependable and most honorable. HA. is all I have to say to that.

let things go.
move on.
dream bigger.
move faster.
keep going.
never stop.

I tell myself those things every day. To keep myself from letting others bring me down.

Traditional
Gemini traits

Adaptable and versatile
Communicative and witty
Intellectual and eloquent
Youthful and lively

On the dark side….

Nervous and tense
Superficial and inconsistent
Cunning and inquisitive

I’ve always been attracted to astrology. I think it describes me the best. So much for a first blog. I’ll be sure to add more later one.

Plans for today:

Shower, blow dry+straighten hair.
Choose outfit for tonight.
Go over to Amys to get ready.
Meet up Megan at some Rave,
Then mob it over to Amys friend.
Sleep.